i wrote the long entry below ytd at 530pm and removed it this morning at 9am.
but i have put it up again cos ive decided tt this is my blog, and i choose what to write and what not to. also, i think its very "lang fei" to spent almost one hour typing it and just end up deleting it. if any person involved does not wish to see it, den dun read. warning given.
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(written on 30/03/08)
IM BACK AGAIN COS I DUN WANNA KEEP IN SILENCE ANYMORE!
MY OLDER BROTHER IS A BIG ASS JERK!
he spent money as if hes bill gate. (yah, one of his friends call him MR BILL GATE in friendster) and his credit card bills every month will be AT LEAST $200 plus. AND THE PROBLEM IS THAT CREDIT CARD IS A SUP OF MY MOM's ACCOUNT! WAT THE HELL.
i swear if theres no particular things like books to buy or topping up of my cash card or ezlink, i only spent ard $10 to $15 every week. and that $200 plus he spent in addition to weekly 零用钱 my mom gave can prob last me for 4 months. im just shocked that theres no limit to the monthly nightmare my mom had to undergo every month when she saw the credit card bill. EVERY MONTH THE CYCLE WILL REPEAT.(until recently, cos the card expire le and YAH I HAD A BAD QUARREL with him) SO, 2 or 3 weeks ago, my mom was telling me tt the credit bill for that month was $300 plus and also i overheard tt he demand another $200 SO THAT HE CAN TAKE SQ TO TAIWAN, i flared up. for the $200 to take sq, it wasnt abt the money, its the attitude. cos there was already many times which i tell him tt he should work and save to go for his taiwan trip, and of cos he claim he has NO TIME. (YAH YAH NO TIME TO WORK, GT TIME TO DRIVE CAR OUT ALMOST EVERYDAY AR!)
oh yah, digress a little, there was this time when he ask me to go out to work and not slack at home like some parasite. HELLO?!! i dun even have time for my studies and im not like u..so FULL OF LIFE! (he once said tt i gt no life, going out almost everynite to sing kbox or drive all the way to geylang to eat durians doesnt mean u gt life k!) since, u gt so much life, shouldnt u work to finance this "colourful life" of yours. and yah so i say, u should be the one going out to work lor. and he replied, I WILL, i just haven go and find yet..one year has passed liao, but i dun see YOU working. freak.
and of cos we had a BIG BIG QUARREL cos of the credit card's bill...er like 2 weeks ago. ...haha and i CRIED like mad tt day, no idea why..i think its stress from studies and also this stupid ass thing. and 2 weeks after tt, hes acting as if im contagious. last week, when i brought my food in to eat on the coffee table (hes already there eating) the moment i sat down, he stood up, went to the kitchen to take a chair, placed the chair 5 metres away from me and used the chair as a table to eat. NVM. GOOD, i have the whole table to myself and also best tv view. SERIOUSLY, i swear i never seen any guy SO "GENTLEMAN" like him. i congrats who ever is going to stay with him for the her entire pathetic life.
ok. at this point, i dun mean tt im flawless. in fact i noe, i can get rather busybody and mind too much into other people's affair. and i admit tt i can get super mei da mei xiao and i wun care whether if u r older than me and im SUPPOSE to treat u with more respect. [i noe, if he ever see this blog, hes going to go ard telling ppl how rude i was towards my grandma. but the thing i want to say is for tt incident, i wasnt against her or anything. i was just being over possesive and protective of my things. so i hate ppl touching my stuff. esp my table and books.]but anyway, u wasnt any much better than me, u showed attitude to mom la. and she was confessing to me tt u changed ALOT after uni. of cos for the worse.
and he has been shooting me indirectly (with words of cos, he cun shoot me with bullets, though i noe he wish to in his heart)for the past 2 weeks. wadever la. i cun even be bothered with u lor. i din even say anything after that quarrel le la. shit him.
and just last wed. cos i was almost late for my lect, i wanted to drive the car out. and when i asked my mom to help me take the car key from his room ( HE KEPT THE CAR KEY TO HIMSELF, THINKING THE CAR BELONGS TO HIM. PAY THE INSTALLMETS YOURSELF DEN. JERK!) den he shouted so loudly tt i can hear him from outside the hse. obviously it was directed at me. I TOPPED UP THE PETROL ONE HOR, USE HOW MUCH PETROL, MUST PAY BACK HOW MUCH PETROL!
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asshead, i give the key back to my mom. i rather be late.
anyway, i forget to add tt the week before we quarreled, i was the one who topped up the fuel. DAMN.
i think before his friends, hes like a super nice person, very gentleman, and caring and considerate(maybe to hif gf)
PEOPLE! DUN BE FOOLED BY HIM! hes the worst brother i ever had.( cos i only gt one older bro)
i shouldnt have help u la, ur gf's bday dinning place (i chose giraffe (a restaurant) for him) was researched by me. i act took time off my books to help u research and i also paid $10 to help u sponser ur valentine's flower.by the way, i also help him ask ard for the cheapest flowers we can get. wat the hell. if im nt wrong, i think my elder sis also gave him $20 after he asked ard for "sponsership". and for the past few years, i have been buying bday presents for him. but when it comes to my bday, i gt NOTHING from him. nt even a bday wish and he will only show up to eat my bday cake. i rem i gave him the addidas sports sling bag which cost almost $60. should have save it to eat more kimchi in korea.
and just a few hours ago, he asked my sis if mom left money for lunch and he wans to go out to buy lunch back. my sis ask him to shun bian buy for her, my small sis and me. in the end he say, I WILL ONLY BUY FOR U (MY ELDER SIS) and wah (my mei)
WADEVER LA!! i dun give a damn to u la. u dun have to say until so loudly one la. cos i already cooked my own lunch like half an hour ago before he said all this rubbish. anyway i had my own made sushi for lunch. yum.
SCRAM OFF JERK!
hais. back to my studies.
